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“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.”
“If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.”
“So here’s my question: when you lose the most important person to you in the entire world, where is all the love – love you never even knew you were capable of – supposed to go?”
“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”
“If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.”
“So here’s my question: when you lose the most important person to you in the entire world, where is all the love – love you never even knew you were capable of – supposed to go?”
“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”
I don't remember what that last comment was about, but I guess that's a good thing. Sounded like a panic attack, which I'm still having on and off - though I wouldn't really call it a panic attack all things considered. It's really more of a constant low level anxiety burn, where my lack of self confidence comes into play full force.
I just wish I could stop being sad. Everything is making me sad and I have zero emotions lately besides just wanting to outright cry.
I just wish I could stop being sad. Everything is making me sad and I have zero emotions lately besides just wanting to outright cry.
( 026 ) a reminder.
Jan. 26th, 2014 11:44 pm1. I don't think I'll ever get over my one sided love affair with him.
2. I need to remind myself not to be "that crazy girl".
3. We'll be fine as friends.
4. We'll be fine as friends. Really.
5. Jealousy is unbecoming of you.
2. I need to remind myself not to be "that crazy girl".
3. We'll be fine as friends.
4. We'll be fine as friends. Really.
5. Jealousy is unbecoming of you.
