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I don't remember what that last comment was about, but I guess that's a good thing. Sounded like a panic attack, which I'm still having on and off - though I wouldn't really call it a panic attack all things considered. It's really more of a constant low level anxiety burn, where my lack of self confidence comes into play full force.

I just wish I could stop being sad. Everything is making me sad and I have zero emotions lately besides just wanting to outright cry.